Yo, back for my 2nd posting for this year... was thinking of trying to make sushi for the 1st time today but was postpone to tmr due to project meeting at my place...
Today, as per normal, was a busy day for me as my frenz came over to my place to do project during lunch... did for abt a few hours and realised that we need to wait for other members to finish their parts in order to complete our part or else our rpt might clash with one another's part... thus, I felt wasted as we could not move on with our parts as our group members have not completed her part yet...
Therefore, we ended up watching one episode of Running Man and helping my friend with her Pokemon Nanoblock... by right, I was supposed to be teaching her how to build it but end up we are the ones who built it and give her instead... I have taken pics as shown so free feel to browse them... sry if the pic is a bit blur... haha 
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Anyway, spent hours trying to build the Pokemon Nanoblock (as above) and decided to take a break... whatsapp and chatted with Nic today abt next Fri (20 Mar) nite movie as he will be planning on the location and timing.. actually, we have promised each other quite some time ago that we will catch the Part 2 of the Divergent movie (which is out on next Thu)... however, due to the r/s between me and Nic (as my prev post), we had never really meetup as frequently as compared to last time...
But, what I didn't know and quite happy abt is that he still remember the promises he make to me and kept his word on it... although I know that I should not expect or hope for something out of this movie date on Fri and I know that given our r/s status currently, sometimes I really can't help but to think abt it...
Also, sometimes, it feels so weird if whether Nic knows wad he is doing as I also can't help thinking why some of the things he does is not like a friend style... for e.g. he suddenly ask me out on a weekday evening (as his style is always ask me out on weekends instead of weekends) knowing that both of us working on that day, asking me out on valentine's day when he can ask the other gal that he wants to woo her agn or even when on dutch on meals, he only requested me to pay him $10 max but not to other gals...
I know that he told my niece that we are just frenz and nothing more than that... but sometimes I really want to know what is he trying to do... here say frenz but there are times whereby he did things that are way beyond a friend r/s and this makes me misunderstand his feelings towards me more... sometimes this also makes me feel bad and guilty that he is doing so mch as a friend and I just can't repay back which makes me even feel like pushing him to Christine instead or avoid him...
I also dunno why I would feel this way... is it coz I have already fallen in love with him one-sided? This qn keep popping out in my head a few times before and after each meeting with Nic... sometimes I feel like asking him why is he doing all these to me and for me only but agn, whenever I faced him, I was unable to bring myself to ask him that... thus, I act like we are frenz, always a good close friend to encourage and remind him...
Maybe, I should continue to maintain like this from now onward (in order not to hurt myself)... and if one day (I mean, if really fated), we end up tgt... I hope that our r/s is always strong and stable but till that day (or if it never come), we can still maintain as a close friend to each other always... haixz...
Anyway, time for me to go and have dinner (ordered McWrap and it just arrived...yipee!!!) and prepared my ingredients for my sushi making tmr... will post agn soon.. Nitez! 
